But as a normie and observant student, i would say that your crush can actually be ugly sometimes; yes, i know that may sound crazy, but stick around and hear me out.
When you fall in love with someone, your brain sets itself into a bunch of chemical reactions that, now and in the future, will repeat whenever you maintain a high enough propinquity level with The person/whatever, and you don’t meet another human being/thing that better fits your type.
Speaking of types, they are what makes your crush so awesome to you, that’s the whole deal with fetishes and looking at yourself in the mirror.
Your brain will trick itself to always making it seems better than it actually is, just because it’s the one that it chose to fall in love, regardless of your opinion or commandments of your parents or whoever wants to control your love life; hence the gays and straights people. Yes, your type is pre-defined in birth and you can fall in love with people of different genders, personalities, skin tone, as long the person has at least one of the characteristics that you are searching for. My example: i fell in love with both cry -a faceless guy-, my waifu-a hot as fuck redhead-, and laineybot -a kinda hot, but beautiful brunette.
But, just how can one trick the brain that tricks itself? Well, you restrain it from recieving certain types of endorphins and stimuli, by getting depressed, angry (this one not so much), or even by getting deprived of some essential things to your survival, like sleeping, protein K, B12, omega 3…. Without those, the brain will change it’s activity focus or won’t be able to think straight, so, the probability increases!
If you achieve one or some of those things you may be able to see your crush without the brain cuteness filter. And maybe you Will be able see how your crush actually looks like
(No, this wasn’t just a ploy to call out how beautiful she is~~~~~~~~~~~