Video editing sometimes is more time consuming and fustrating than your will to finish your long projects.

Trough the course of editing a video for the best part of a day, and stumbling upon the realization that the video was one hour long, and that he’s simple computer wasn’t able to render it, not even with it’s best shot. Still, he had hope that it would be possible to finish it, searched how to speed up rendering, stopped using his pc for a while, started doing nothing, so he started losing the will to do anything, started to pile up projects, the pain was real.

medicine. pick it up

Cry’s soul searching

Have you ever loved someone so much, you’d give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they’re your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
“Daddy look what I made”, Dad’s gotta go catch a plane
“Daddy where’s Mommy? I can’t find Mommy where is she?”
I don’t know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy’s busy
Daddy’s writing a song, this song ain’t goin’ write itself
I’ll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who’s a spitting image of her
That’s Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady’s crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady’s rocka-by-baby…

i did copy pasta’ed